What would you want your children to know if you believed you might never return from war?
When U.S. Army officer Mark Hertling prepared to deploy to the Middle East during Operation Desert Storm, military briefings warned that as many as half of the soldiers in some armored units could become casualties. Facing the possibility that he might never come home, Hertling opened a simple green Army notebook and began writing a journal for his young sons.
In those handwritten pages, he shared the thoughts of a soldier standing on the edge of war. He wrote about leadership, courage, duty, and the powerful bond between soldiers who rely on one another in dangerous environments. He reflected on the fears and responsibilities that accompany command, the moral questions raised by combat, and the values he hoped his sons would carry throughout their lives.
What began as a private message meant only for his children would eventually become something more.
Decades later, after a long and distinguished military career that included commanding U.S. Army Europe and serving in multiple leadership roles around the world, Hertling revisited those original journal entries. Seeing the words he had written as a young officer preparing for war, he added reflections shaped by years of experience in leadership, service, and life beyond the battlefield.
The result is a rare and deeply personal account that blends wartime journal entries with the wisdom of hindsight.
If I Donāt Return and Mark Hertlingās Journal is more than a war memoir. It is a fatherās message to his sons, a soldierās reflection on the responsibilities of leadership, and a powerful exploration of the values that guide individuals through lifeās most difficult moments.
Through stories of preparation, brotherhood, fear, sacrifice, and resilience, Hertling offers timeless lessons about character, integrity, and service. His reflections reveal how leadership is forged not only in moments of crisis but also in everyday decisions shaped by responsibility and care for others.
This book will resonate with readers who appreciate authentic military memoirs, thoughtful reflections on leadership, and deeply human stories about family and legacy.
It is the story of a soldier who prepared for the possibility of not returning homeāand of the lessons that endure when he did.
If I Don't Return and Mark Hertling's Journal - Reid Reflections
What would you want your children to know if you believed you might never return from war?
When U.S. Army officer Mark Hertling prepared to deploy to the Middle East during Operation Desert Storm, military briefings warned that as many as half of the soldiers in some armored units could become casualties. Facing the possibility that he might never come home, Hertling opened a simple green Army notebook and began writing a journal for his young sons.
In those handwritten pages, he shared the thoughts of a soldier standing on the edge of war. He wrote about leadership, courage, duty, and the powerful bond between soldiers who rely on one another in dangerous environments. He reflected on the fears and responsibilities that accompany command, the moral questions raised by combat, and the values he hoped his sons would carry throughout their lives.
What began as a private message meant only for his children would eventually become something more.
Decades later, after a long and distinguished military career that included commanding U.S. Army Europe and serving in multiple leadership roles around the world, Hertling revisited those original journal entries. Seeing the words he had written as a young officer preparing for war, he added reflections shaped by years of experience in leadership, service, and life beyond the battlefield.
The result is a rare and deeply personal account that blends wartime journal entries with the wisdom of hindsight.
If I Donāt Return and Mark Hertlingās Journal is more than a war memoir. It is a fatherās message to his sons, a soldierās reflection on the responsibilities of leadership, and a powerful exploration of the values that guide individuals through lifeās most difficult moments.
Through stories of preparation, brotherhood, fear, sacrifice, and resilience, Hertling offers timeless lessons about character, integrity, and service. His reflections reveal how leadership is forged not only in moments of crisis but also in everyday decisions shaped by responsibility and care for others.
This book will resonate with readers who appreciate authentic military memoirs, thoughtful reflections on leadership, and deeply human stories about family and legacy.
It is the story of a soldier who prepared for the possibility of not returning homeāand of the lessons that endure when he did.